I wrote and recorded this song for my daughter before she was even born. The story behind this song is not for the faint of heart. This song was meant to immortalize my daughter no matter if she lived or died at birth, I wanted the world to know about her, and in the case that she lived, she would know she was cherished and loved before she even got here.
This is probably the most personal track i have ever recorded. Thankfully, my daughter made it as did my wife. I chose to embed my daughters heart beat throughout the song, and the title is her initials, intertwined with her heart beat per seconds. Please enjoy.

lyrics;

If I could I would bear all your pain,
and end all your suffering.
Bloody dripping dreaming bleeding!
Bloody dripping dreaming bleeding!

Twisting and turning
this nightmare keeps returning
as the storm approaches
blinding lightning flashes
thunder booms
This candles essence threatened its flame is strong.

Mind fuckery
Restless manic homicidal bucket-lists
Concealed by weary eyes that tell lies "it's okay"
I'M NOT OKAY!
Please beat on another day.

Tomorrow is just a dream,
not a guarantee!
The beat of your life immortalized
I STILL PRAY THAT YOU'LL OPEN YOUR EYES

YOU ARE MY LIGHT IN THIS DARKNESS,
MY MYOPIC VIEW OF HOPE,
THE ONE THING I MUST GET RIGHT
IN THIS LIFE!

The cycle of agonizing abuse
breaks upon the day you are born.
E.L.S.

Mind fuckery
Restless manic homicidal bucket-lists
Concealed by weary eyes that tell lies "it's okay"
I'M NOT OKAY!
Please beat on another day.

Bloody dripping dreaming bleeding!
Bloody dripping dreaming bleeding!
Soul holding tight to believing
as the hurricane roars against the longing in my heart,
YOU JUST GOT HERE ITS NOT YET OUR TIME TO PART!

Mind fuckery
Restless manic homicidal bucket-lists
Concealed by weary eyes that tell lies "it's okay"
I'M NOT OKAY!
Please beat on another day.

Holding tight to anything
as everything threatens to pull me down
storm clouds surround my eyes
MY MIRACLE CHILD!

Twisting and turning
gradually burning
this nightmare keeps returning
as the storm approaches
blinding lighting flashes
thunder booms
this candles essence is strong
the flame has been threatened

My miracle child
the storm clouds around my eyes,
FOREVER IMMORTALIZED
Please forgive me for all the pain you will endure
YOU HAVE LEARNED TO SUFFER BEFORE YOU HAVE LEARNED TO WALK!
AND I APOLOGIZE BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T ASK FOR THIS!
MY MIRACLE CHILD


Mind fuckery
Restless manic homicidal bucket-lists
Concealed by weary eyes that tell lies "it's okay"
I'M NOT OKAY!
Please beat on another day.